From Awareness to Surrender will enable you to take obedient action right now. Surrender is the REQUIREMENT for God to bring the healing, freedom, and actual change you are desperate for. Controlling and carrying it all has gotten you here. How's that working out for you?
Right now you will take the step to name it, anchor in Truth, release it, and fully surrender to God. It's the ONLY way forward. Continuing to KNOW you have a problem but not ADDRESSING it is disobedience.